Hello, all out there in computerland. The past months has brought about great adventures, great... Any new ventures for y'all out there??

So, I started a new job this week at the St. John Hospital. I'm in the Pathology Dept. Weee!!! It's contingent with the promise of me doing autopsies. That is freaking sweet. I get to wear PJ's to work too. Freaking sweet.

Anywho, night-night.....

This is fantastic!! Can someone be poorer than piss poor. So poor you don't have pee.

Thank you action bills :)

I copied this from halo_none's myspace.

Single or Taken: single
Siblings: younger brother
Eye color: blue
shoe size: 8 W
Height: 5'2"
What are you wearing right now?: bra, underwear, beige tank top, black long sleeve button up, stupid dress pants, kick ass new kicks.
Righty or lefty: righty
Can you make a dollar in change right now: I’d have to scavenge the apartment floor
Best place to go for a date: marvins marvelous mechanical wonders
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FAVORITES
Kind of pants: I hate pants
Number: 8
Animal: I can’t say I have a favorite animal
Drink(non alcoholic): water
Sport: disc golf
Month: October
Juice: beer
Favorite cartoon character: angry monkey
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Have You Ever...
Given anyone a bath: when I was getting my crna, I had to give an old person a sponge bath
Bungee Jumped?: no
Made yourself throw-up?: yeah
Gone skinny dipping?: yes, sir!!
Eaten a dog?: not that I’m aware of
loved someone so much it made you cry?: yes, I was probably on my period or something
Broken a bone?: break free
Played truth or dare?: several times at little girl sleepovers
Been on a plane?: yes
Came close to dying?: yes back in the day
Been in a sauna?: no
been in a hotub? Hell yes
Swam in the ocean?: it was salty
Fallen asleep in school?: no
Ran away?: upon retrospect, I ran away from situations more than I’m proud of. Relationships, family. It’s all emotional shit that I tend to run away from than confront it.
Broken someone's heart?: I believe I have
Cried when someone died?: not at the funeral
Cried in school?: yes
Fell off your chair?: proudly
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?: no
Saved IM conversations?: no
Saved e-mails?: only important ones
Made out with JUST a friend?: girls and guys, I make no never mind
Used someone?: no
Been cheated on?: yes
--------------------------------------------------------------------------What is...]
Your good luck charm?: none
New fav. song?: I don’t know
What is beside you?: lamp, table
Last thing you ate?: ramen noodles
What kind of shampoo/conditioner: sauve
-----------------------------------------------------------------------Ever Had..
Chicken pox: yes
Sore Throat: yes
Stitches: no
Broken nose: no
------------------------------------------------------------------------Do You...
Believe in love at first sight? no
Believe long distance relationships are possible? no
Like school? Academia, hoora
Who was the last person that called you? crystal
Who was the last person you slow danced with? Matt @ John’s wedding
Who makes you smile the most? tom
Who knows you the best? heather
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Do you like filling these out: every once in a blue moon
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?: glasses, for sewing or reading
Do you like yourself: slowly learning to get along with me
Do you get along with your family?: all those who aren’t joann
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Are You...
Obsessive Compulsive? Only when cleaning
Suicidal?: what would be the fun in that
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Final Questions:...
What did you do yesterday: worked and hung out with crystal and steve and steve
Hated someone in your family? not like yes
Gotten any awards? Presidential scholarship
What car/truck do you wish to have?: hybrid
Where do you want to get married? Viva Las Vegas or a park
Good driver? yes
Good Singer: only by myself
Have a lava lamp? no
How many remote controls are in your house? 2 that work
What was your last dream about? A sex dream where I was set ablaze the last I remember
When you last showered:? I don’t know
Scary or Funny Movies? scary
Chocolate or Vanilla? no
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper? beer
Skiing or Boarding? sledding
Summer or winter? summer
Silver or Gold? silver
Diamond or pearl? no
Sprite or 7up? no
Coffee or sweet tea? Coffee with funny cream
Phone or in person? person
are you oldest, middle or youngest? oldest
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Today did you...
1. Talk to someone you liked: yes
2. Buy something: smokes
3. Get sick? no
8. Talked to an ex? no
9. Miss someone? yes
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Last person who....
10. Slept in your bed? me
11. Saw/heard you cry? matt
12. Made you cry? 40 oz. and stuph
13. Went to the movies with? Tom, Matt, Heather and Steve
15. Said "I Love You"? Dad
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16. Ever been in a fight with your pet? Stab action is too damn cute
18. Been to Mexico? no
19. Been to Canada? Windsor and Toronto
20. Been to Europe? no
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Random.....
21. Do you have a crush on someone right now: really??
22. What book are you reading now? CHM 1050
23. Best feeling in the world? psycillacybin
24. Future KIDS names? Johann, Elizabeth
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no
26. What's under your bed? A bunch of bullshit
27. Favorite sports to watch? hockey
28. Favorite Locations? Up north
29. Piercing/Tattoos? 5 tats 6 piercings
30. What are you most scared of right now? nothing
31. Who do you really hate? Really no one hate is such a strong word and a huge waste of energy
32. Do you have a job? yes
33. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with? yes
34. Are you lonely right now? yes
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now? Dancing with Myself
39. Have you ever played strip poker? yes
40. Have you ever been beaten up? no
42. Have you ever been on radio/TV? no
43. Have you ever been in a "mosh-pit"? yes
44. Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed you? yes
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Random...
what color is your underwear right now? gray
Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex (visual)? eyes
Your Favorite Food? edible
Ever get so drunk you dont remember the night before? Those were good times
Hair color? Fake: red/burgundy Real: blonde/gray
Are you too shy to ask someone out? yes
AIM sn ? necr0grl727
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? Buttered and salted please
Dogs or cats? dogs
Favorite Flower? Scarlet carson
Have you ever fired a gun? yes
Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car? no
How many pillows do you sleep with? 2 or more
Who are you missing right now? There are a few people

I had a sexy dream, a very sexy dream. It involved an ex boyfriend of mine we'll call him Nick. Background the first time we had become "intimate" several years ago, he was the guy that afterwards raced to the computer and looked up STD's and pregnancy, that was the first and the last time that happened.

In the dream, we're about to get intimate once again and go into the bedroom. kissy kissy all of that shit. The bedroom is lit with candles. I hop into bed, and all of a sudden the candles are on the bed, and i'm almost set on fire. Mind you, he didn't hop on the bed with me.

Yeah.

On Nov 25, who would like to see a film called Our BRand of Crisis playing at the DFT behind the DIA about US strategists for hire and campaigns.
It looks pretty good.

Sat Nov 25 @ 9:30p.

General Admin = 7.50
Student Admin (w/ ID) = 6.50

I quit my job at the dental office, and I couldn't be happier. If a job could kill, I think that one was lethal.

So, I sit here by myself contemplating zombies and vampires on this night of All Hallows Eve. I think about how delicious a cat (be it stab action or madison) would be if we were ever caught unawares by a food shortage. How would one prepare a cat? And don't tell me that the cats wouldn't be thinking the same thing. They would be eye-balling us as a hugh walking meal. Survival of the fittest, eat or be eaten. And this reminds me of our Lord Jesus. I could only imagine that he would agree with me. But then again maybe not, he did do that 40 day fast so they say.

Zombies are people too.

Has anybody else played Scarface yet? I just ask because I hear it in the background. It seems to have a pretty interesting storyline.

Now keep in mind that if you have fun tonight, you won't get killed by a bloodthirsty maniac if you abstain from sex this fine evening and don't let your first reaction whilst running be to find a higher ground say the second floor of a house.

Adieu.

Hey everybody, I'm participating in a fundraiser for Muscular Dystrophy. I need help raising some monies.

Please, help me if you can.

Here's my page through the MDA's website.

https://www.mdaevent.org/ParticipantInfo.aspx?j=5d7c1879-36e5-4eda-a4f7-001e4ea8dfed

Thanks buddies.

It's been a long time since I last updated, but today has been an interesting day. Right now I'm lying on the bed at a La Quinta Inn in Clearwater, FL. I arrived here with the Dr. I work with this morning at about 1am. Then, I had to wake up at 7am to get ready for creepiest experience at 9:30am. I wish I could describe everything in writing. But if I have to see one more bust of L Ron Hubbard and an E meter besides my head will explode.
So, I walk into a room filled with unnaturally enthusiastic people. I was told that I was signed up for a course in Personal Integrity. WHen the instructors talk to you, they explain ideas with beads. The tangible and intangible are represented by glass beads. More of the adventure to come laater.

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
la la la la la la la la la la
Just to be the next to be you

I wish I actually knew the words.

So Saturday night Matt and I went to Senor Nagalski's homestead in Waterford to stay the night. Matt picked me up at the apartment where Heather and I were enjoying a little Star Wars action. After spending a night in allergy misery (I think I ODed on Benedryl, I was upchucking Korean when I woke up in the morning). Nothing says good night like a feeling of suffication on your own mucus and inflammed trachea.
Sunday morning I was feeling fantastic and laid around Matt's apartment Where my car was Saturday night. Anywho, I'm getting ready to get to work this fine Monday morning when I realize I fucking forgot my keys at my apartment. I'm smart, and stranded at Matt's. Fuck. Ass.

Friday night was good times and so was Saturday afternoon. Thanks to Crystal, Steve, and Heather. Apples are indeed natures broom.

You are The Corinthian! You are dark and violent,
yet utterly and terrifyingly sane. You are a
nightmarish being down to your soul, yet carry
yourself with the charm and poise of the finest
actor.


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Just recently I saw Danzig in concert. With Doyle. Fan-fucking-tastic, I must say. Eye-candy as far as the eye the could see. Having to have played in a Misfits cover band, that was fucking sweet. and being pretty drunk in the middle of a work day rocks as well. But there is no one i'd rather do than Christopher Walken. I'd have his babies at a drop of a hat. The most recent movie I saw him in was Domino, that movie about a dead chick bounty hunter. He can do no wrong. So what if he was blown up through half of the movie. Beautiful. Gabriel was my favorite in The Prophecy.
I've been contemplating my death recently, and I've figured out that I'd like to leave a letter to those I hold near and dear to my heart. Not the muscle. But the spiritual and emotional one. Or the other, I'm not sure. Because I don't like chocolate, and some have said that those who don't like chocolate don't like the biochemical feeling of love. Or maybe it's the german in me (for jokes have been told).
I've also been told that with me anyone would only near 30% of the conversation. The rest was evidently in my head. Whaaa???? OK so yes I talk to myself, but recently i've found that they won't imprison just anyone for conversing with themselves. However, electroshock "therapy" was still an option.
The Quakers had it right. "Let us treat the psychologically insane as if they were people" or whatever a Ouaker in the 17th century would say.
I never want to go back to Havenwick. That sucked. Funny enough now that I think of it, Havenwick was really close to the POntiac Sanitarium. Huh. Weird.

i recently enrolled back in school. i can't believe how excited i was. i'm starting off by retaking precalc, then moving up the math classes until all the transferrable credits have been exhausted. think there's 20-22 left.

on a side note, i've come upon a large quantity of yarn. does anyone have a disc golf bag that i can get measurements from to knit one... or two?

what's everyone up to this labor day weekend? last weekend for white pants. oh yes. no white pants. no pants. i hate pants so much. stupid pants.

I took a long walk on Tuesday night for quiet time to contemplate the first 24 years. The ups the downs and everything inbetween. I have so much to be thankful for: good friends, good times, employment(??). But deep down inside me is an incredibly bitter core. Very bitter.

Here's to 24 more years!!!!!!!! FREAKIN' SWEEt!

I know a weinie man
he owns a weinie stand
he sells most anything from hot dogs on down
some day, I'll share his life
I'll be his weinie wife
Hot dog! I love my weinie man.

good times. thanks to bill 3rd's mom. what a woman!

I never would have thought that i'd get into prance, prance, degradation until heather bought it for the ps2. it's tough. damn it is it tough. i feel the burn. just thinking about it makes my ass muscles burn while i sit in front of the computer. fant-ASS-tic! so whenever i feel a strong and sudden urge to dance and make a complete ass of myself, i load up the game and go to town. thinking about that makes me scared inside. very scared. before i would make fun of the game, that was out of ignorance. pure poppycock. cock. hehehehehe. balls. hehehehehe. on chins. hehehe. mmm. good times.

So, my grandma Beste got a face lift 3 or so weeks ago. On Mother's Day my dad went to see her 5 days after the surgery. I opted not to go that day b/c that would just be gross. Her face would have been all colors of the rainbow. I honestly didn't understand why she wanted it. That's life, you age, things sag and wrinkle. But anyhow, I finally got a chance to see her on the 31st. There was still a bruise where the surgeon peeled her face off, or as morticians would say "reflecting the scalp and face". That's cool to see when you do it to the dead, but to a living person, so gross. So gross.

It's the end of May. Time flew by fast.

But anyhow the Pistons are going to work! DE-TROIT!